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8月26日 A new day is coming now! Hi, everybody! Maybe I only say it to myself. No body came to my space. A new day is coming. I will do my best for all courses. I will get A for my new semester. it will be hard to me. I choose Math, CIS4 and Speech1. There are very difficult for me but I wanne going to a good University, so I will do my best! Please fouce on me! Don't be disappointed.Haha! 4月28日 In the past a year Unconsciously a year passed by my life, I have been here for one year. I met many new friends in my school, they had different culture and custom. It hardly understood their culture, but some people were very friendly for other people. It is true that the first half of year for me to talk and undertand other people who came from other countries. Everything was hard on me. The culture make me feel like I just borned yesterday. In other words, I was idiot. Haha, that was my life. In spite of that, I learned a lot of things in new place. I was living with myself and took care of myself. Right now I can do everything for my living. On the contrary, my friends and other people always thought I was lucky because I came to the USA. They thought I borned with a silver spoon in my mouth. I can tell you the ture I am not. Maybe my big family had a lot of money, but not my family. I borned in my family, but somethings I felt I am a tool for my family. because my last name was Shang. That was my life. I should do work well and got a good job. When I was young, I had dream I want to be a police officer in the USA. I couldn't complete my dream. I just studied at here for my business. I knew my ideas were crazy and stupid. You know that is not my life right now. My fahter always called me, and told me you need to study hard, we paid the money for you. I hated that. It looked like I"m out of the frying pan, into the fire. I knew what I do in my life. I am not just for the hell of it. I will be a businessman in my futrue. Right now maybe it was my prime time for studying. Oh, I got it, I needed to thank for my friends, because they always wanted me to shack up with a girl. Sorry, my ability wasn't enough, you needed to teach me how can I do it. Haha. Therefore, it's an old saying " like father, like son." I will show my life for you. At the end of my words, I hope my girls can find their Mr, Right, and boys can find their hot and sexy girl. Enjoy and have fun everyday. 4月5日 Funking dayI don't know how to say what happend on me, but it just felt a little sad. I have been here for 10 months, I learned a lot of things except funking day! I never knew who you are, but I realized what happend. For someone, maybe this was a kidding or joke. You know I had a lot of questions in my brain. nobody can fix it. The world is different for each person. I am a one of them. At the end of day, I don't know how to day ti to you. but you did it. I can't say. ok, I need time to relax my minds. Bullshit! I don't have any plans for my vocation. Goddamn it. I hate my life, please don't you just piss of and leave me alone. let me to see Azreal! 3月13日 My new roomhi, I remove a new apartment with a chinese boy. this is my new room. so you can see the picture on the this web. it is so cool and too big. I have my own kitchen. I like it so much. my lamp is so cool. I like my desk($139.99) and chair($49.99). but it is so expensive............. anyway, I choose I like. Have fun every day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you! my guys! 2月26日 look that are very powerful words!
2月19日 爱情真事累啊 ^_^不知过了多久,男孩的声音传了过来:“你为什么不挂电话?” 女孩的嗓音干涩:“为什么要我先挂呢?” “习惯了,”男孩平静地说,“我喜欢你先挂电话,这样我才放心。” “可是后挂电话的人,总是有些遗憾和失落的。”女孩的声音有些颤抖。 “所以我宁愿把失落留给自己,只要你开心就好。”隔了好久,电话那头传来男孩的声音。 终于,女孩抑制不住地哭了,滚烫的泪水浸湿了脑海中有关爱的记忆。她终于明白,没有耐心听完她最后一句话的人,绝对不是她一生的守望者…… 原来爱情有时候就这么简单,一个守候,就能说明一切! 2月16日 happy new yeartoday is chinese new year in china. I can't go back my house to celebrate our festival day. but my cousin and I celebrate together on my aunt's house. haha , we will make dumpling and cook some food. and beer!!! I like it! I hope we can fire firework here, but you know, this is not my house, I can't do it. the Fuzz is very strong and everyone has short_gun. I don;t want to fight with them . haha happy new year. I miss you! my guys
1月4日 my dog was deadWhen I left my home, just two days, my dog was dead. Doctor said my dog got a sick. no method to treat him. It's suck!! It was unbeliveble. I just left two days. For you, can you beleive it? For god sake. it is my famliy' son, we were so sad when it happened. In according to this event, I concern the event with people, so many time you will think about your life, maybe suddently you will lose your life in every moment. please focus on your life every day and love around your friends and family. new year is comingThe year always passed so fast, then a new year was coming. In other words, my new classes was beginning at this year. MY new classmates were terrible. They were 30years old. some guys had children. other had sons and grandsons. It is fantasitical class. My new courses were easy than before my ESL program. Everyday was boring. So, how about your guys? Did you get the dissertation? how about your task? Pleaese tell me? 12月10日 Dec 16th, I will arrive Chinahello, I did not write note for a long time. I was busy everyday because I need to perpare my test. When I knew my Visa had some problem, I was sad. I thought I could not go back China. maybe this holiday I could go back but mabye I could not. Whatever, I will see everybody after one week. please waiting for me if some people want to see me. haha, see you, guys.! 10月15日 Azrael twoSeveral days ago, I knew a new word, it is Azrael. I located it from on internet, I found this word. It is a noun, a person's name who controls people life and death. In the heaven, it means angel of death. In the hell, maybe it means HEI-BAI-WU-CHANG. In the cartoon, it means bleach. In our life, It means Azrael. everyone is afriad of this name because he can wrest your life. Maybe from some stories, some patients who are dying . They will see Azrael on his eyes. Maybe it is not ture but when they were dying, they would say ,"I see, he is coming!" I don't have religion, but I think it is ture. I want to know some things about Azrael. I found a book from internet. The name is "the book of Azrael". I thought this book can tell me what I want to understand. I wait for this book from the book shop. 10月10日 AzraelHi, I am coming. Do you know what is meaning of Azrael? If you don't know I can tell you. The Azrael is one person who controls everyone's life and death. If you are my friends you will know that I always have this idea what is I want. It's death. Now I studyed in SMC of California. I need to read novel everyday, and I feel so tired. Maybe when you study english, you will feel too. In spite of this, I think I have some reasons which makes me want to die. Maybe you see my blog and think about me. maybe I am crazy. but I feel this sense for a long time. Sometime when I dreamed, in my dream, I have a lot of ways to die. I think each way is good for me. Maybe I need to go to doctor who is phychology. therefor, I need to relax on my bed. I wish my guys have a good future and a beautyful life. Don't give up yourself. You can do it. 10月8日 The new blog From today, I will write english on my blog, maybe I will write some wrong sentences but I can improve my english. when you see my blog, you can help me and improve your english. haha, I am study in santan monica college, I find many new ways to study english . for example, grammer. IN china, we always read the book and learn sentences but in here we don;t study grammer from grammer book. we only read novel. teacher said you read the novel to learn how could you use the grammer. so this way is so good for students. I learn some things from book( vocabulary and grammer). I like this way which is american education. so my guys, english is so difficult for chinese, maybe only me. but I think I can do it. sometimes I can speak english to many people. so I think I improve my english so fast before 5 months. haha, I miss you, my guys.!!!! |
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