I don't know how to say what happend on me, but it just felt a little sad. I have been here for 10 months, I learned a lot of things except funking day!  I never knew who you are, but I realized what happend. For someone, maybe this was a kidding or joke.  You know I had a lot of questions in my brain.  nobody can fix it.  The world is different for each person. I am a one of  them.  At the end of day, I don't know how to day ti to you. but you did it. I can't say. ok, I need time to relax my minds.  Bullshit!   I don't have any plans for my vocation. Goddamn it.  I hate my life, please don't you just piss of and leave me alone.  let me to see Azreal!